what an intense semester…
it makes me so sad that people do the things they do, and don’t think about the bigger picture, what really matters. shouldn’t the people you’d take a bullet for obviously do the same for you? what happens when you realize that they wouldn’t?
i’ve never meant to hurt anybody…what makes it so easy for people to hurt me?
i have a lot of love and positivity to give. what makes people think that they need to be pessimistic about every little thing? have they ever just stopped to look out the window and see that life is too great to be so off-putting?
tonight i drove south on Pacific Coast Highway during sunset. seeing the California coast at a time like that is, guaranteed, one of the most beautiful things you could possibly ever see.
and seeing all the couples holding hands and walking in the sand got me thinking again…i know i’m only 21, but what if i never find someone that will walk with me on the beach? bad experiences and memories keep occurring but that’s just an entirely different problem in itself, no need to vent about that now.